Tuesday, 28 April 2009

老舍的《四世同堂》

一些看起来毫不起眼的生活琐事,到了老舍的笔下,却成了反映整个时代特色的素材。我们拿两部大家比较熟悉的作品来看。在《骆驼祥子》里,一个洋车夫的堕落让人们感受到当时社会的畸形与黑暗;老百姓在《茶馆》里的唠闲嗑成了社会变迁的写照。这次他同样地不写民国政府或者游击队,也不写激烈的战场或者大汉奸汪精卫,却抓住“小羊圈”这个不痛不痒的地方创造了一部关于日本侵略中国的小说。故事虽然是虚构的,但语气激昂,带这浓厚的爱国情绪,并十分逼真的描写了三种人,每个人的优点缺点癖好思想都被展露的淋漓尽致,让我觉的书里的角色都是活在我身边的。

大部分的北平人,包括住在小羊圈里的居民都是属于第一种---我称呼他们为“忍”者。他们有力量,有智慧去反抗,可是为了明哲保身,却在铁蹄下苟延残喘的活着。他们以为只要安分守己的过日子,就能熬过去,但小崔和孙七等却无缘无故丢了命。这种人的典型就是瑞宣。作为这本书的主角,老舍详细地描写了他内心激烈、复杂的思想斗争,和他那时时刻刻受到谴责的良心。不难理解,这些人给读者的忠告就是:在亡了国的时候,大家不但失去了自由和自尊,连活下去的权利都掌握在敌人的手里了。

第二种人就是敢于抗击的英雄们,代表人物就是被折磨后的钱默吟。儿子殉国以后,他被汉奸出卖,从一个不问世事的诗人,变成了一个积极的幕后抗战工作者。小说不停地歌颂他们的功德,因为很显然他们的工作是值得大家尊敬的。同样在一开始就离家出走的瑞全在后来也成的抗战的代表。像桐芳,刘师傅和小文夫妇这些人虽然开始不积极,但到了最后,也勇于拼搏。

最后一种,也是我认为描写的最惟妙惟肖就是汉奸。老舍把他们比喻成“暑天粪窑的蛆”,说“他们只忠于自己---为升官,为发财,而不顾成千上万人的死活,把弱势群体的无助当成向上升的台阶。他们无聊,无知,无心肝,无廉耻,在没有外患的时候,他们使社会腐烂。当外患来到,他们是国家亡得快一点。”李空山,祁封瑞夫妇,冠晓荷夫妇,蓝东阳,高亦陀这些人为了苟且偷生,为了满足自己的虚荣心,出卖同胞,进贡给“日本的天神们”。他们之间没有友情爱情,只有勾心斗角,肉欲,金钱与官职。丁约翰不能算是汉奸,但他那崇洋媚外的劲儿不亚于任何人,好比千万人的写照。老舍很恰当的说这些人是百年来中国受到外国列强侵略的后遗症,是中华文化的渣滓。

值得一提得是祁家有点像巴金《激流三部曲》中的高家。家里都有个老太爷,而且老太爷都有三个成年的孙子。大孙子(瑞宣和觉新)都十分有抱负,心系国家与社会,而且思想成熟办事老练,可是因为早早的结婚成家,被束缚了,不能追求自己的理想。老三(瑞全和觉慧)也都十分叛逆,而且毫不隐瞒自己的想法,和老大一样十分关心国事,最终为了自己的理想而离家出走。《四世同堂》也和《红楼梦》有点“相似”之处。最后十几章的原稿遗失了,所以现在我们看到的结局是从英文版又翻译过来的,可能有点靠不住,当然文笔也大失味道。不过不管人们如何评价,这本小说在历史中还是有它的一席之位的。

后记:这篇文章我回中国前就写好了,可是没想到一趟神州之旅没把我的汉语水平提高多少。经反复斟酌,语句依然不通,缺乏内涵,没有激情,毫无修饰,从头到尾找不到一句像样的话,我甚是自恼,几乎一气之下把文件给删了。不过想想去年中国发生的四川地震和毒牛奶等天灾人祸,那些贪污赈灾款项的官吏们和往牛奶里掺化学药品的商人们总让我想起“蛆”这个字。看来这小说的影响还不小,就应着头皮把它拿出来了。我不顾脸面了!

Thursday, 19 March 2009

2 months

Finally the 2 months of vacation has come to an end. It felt very fast. Probably I've packed too many programs into this short period. Nevetheless, it's the kind of holiday I won't be able to enjoy again, as I believe I'll not have such a long break with nothing much meaningful to do any time soon. Yes I won't.

February 2001 was the last time I celebrated Chinese New Year in my grandparents' house; and I waited till this January to do it again. I saw many relatives from my mum's side as well, some of whom I could no longer recognize as they were still young when I last saw them. I managed to meet up with many primary and middle school friends for the first time in like 8 to 9 years. Although with tons of words to say, years of separation still created a barrier after all.

For the bulk of the time I stayed in Shanghai, shopping for winter clothings and other daily items too expensive here in Singapore. I tried to improve my cooking skill, without much success. Playing with my brother and ferrying him to and fro kindergarten are more fun. One month of normal life for me with family around.

Then I went to Japan. Finally get to see Lele for the first time since his birth. Cultures that the Japanese learned from China are well-preserved, despite the heavy influence from the West since Meiji Restoration. I'm stunned by the beauty of the landscape as well. Disneyland is crap, compared to the spa in natural spring water. I'm very grateful for the chance to visit there, thanks to the hospitality of my uncle.

OK, enough of recollection. Time to move on.

Saturday, 6 December 2008

IMRE attachment

I have finished the first full week of attachment at IMRE. It was quite boring, as I am alone in this project and haven't started on any hands-on experiment yet. That is not to say that I have understood the theory part. I'm far from it. In fact I can only describe all the phenomenons of electrospinning in the most lay-man's term, as the underlying physics requires formula that are beyond me. I can state all the terms without any problem, but I do not know their full meaning. Then there's all the spectroscopy. They are killing me.

However, there are some untoward advantage working there. As it is located in NUS, I could meet some friends whom I thought I had forgotten them. And it is very near my house, with 3 buses able to ferry me to and fro, within 10 minutes. Only Tanglin is more convenient to me.

The best part so far is that there is not much restriction on me. The working hour is something around 8.30-6, but I think I can go home whenever I want. I can go to tea break or lunch as many times as I like, and even if I don't turn up I doubt anyone will know too. However, all these are likely to end soon as I'm starting to work in the lab, and that means much more things to do.

I have also attended a two days course on safety. Suddenly the words OSHAS, PPE and MSDS came back to me. I thought I have left them for good when I left my workshop, only to meet it here again. And I think I'm beginning to get addicted to coffee, thanks to the excellent coffee machine they have here at every floor.

And ya I forgot to mention the canteens. The design of the Arts canteen is far better than those in Business or Science. It is new and decorated with bright colours and nice lamps. It also gives people a sense of cleanliness and the whole place is more pleasant to the eyes. I have yet to try out all the stalls though, and I will do so in the weeks to come.

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Flash说唱

有几个好听的flash说唱要介绍给大家。虽说大部分都是好几年前的作品了,里面的语言也有些粗俗,不过还是反映了些问题,值得一听的。最出名的当然就是《大学自习室》系列,尤其是原作,在Youtube可以找到许多真人扮演的版本。还有那个关于台湾的,2004年曾在英国BBC World Service中的East Asia Today被介绍过。

Monday, 10 November 2008

ORD loh!

The morning downpour looks like the final obstacle I have to face. But after getting my pink IC, I feel like a pheonix reborn from the ashes. Who cares the rain?